heart broken by u again. i guess it's the last time. wish u happiness luping.
Goodbye, 8:55 PM
ORD function @ Roland restaurant Sunday, June 5, 2011
Went to malaysia on 31 may with army friends and my dad. first time drive in malaysia. scary but fun. i didn't know i'm quite good in archery. maybe i will consider this sport in NTU.
working now in studioscene. althought i have to travel from west to east everyday, the job is still fun. boss sam is too good to be true. my work timing is quite flexible. best place for me to earn a little before school start. ORD function was awesome! the host is great. entertained us thru out the dinner. Jonathan is too brave. he allow the girl to strip him even there are hundred people looking at him! eventually the worse thing is that the photos/video might end up in facebook or STORM? "omg"! LOLZ.
we went to soul club after that. the place is dope. good music. lighting of the club is beautiful. too bad i can't drink coz i drive =(. went to powerhouse after soul. i hate powerhouse... dunno why.. the place have too much bengs and lians. but nvm i tag along since it will be hard to gather everyone out for party. tired but i enjoyed myself. ord lo~
Goodbye, 8:03 AM
Needa SleePz Tuesday, May 24, 2011
omgs. can't sleep at proper timing for the pass few nights!. i will think of stuffs when i'm on bed, keeping me awake till 4am. tomorrow onwards i am going to start producing more artistic brain juice. it has been awhile when i played with after effects. my skills are rusty. my brain is rusty same goes to my mind. i went for the adm tea party. the school isn't the place that will teach me the skills i need but it's a place for me to get a recognize degree and i'm sure i will meet hell lots of friends in there. i got rejected by NUS!!! GOD DAMN IT.! kinda sad when i saw the letter. It's an answer to decide where i will go. anyway i finally use a toner for my face. lolz. think it's time to put in some effort on my appearance. Moisturizer will be the next product that i will buy. any recommendations!? gonna starting working on june onwards. hope everything go smoothly.
Someone please put Ivan into your pocket and do whatever u want to do with him. "i'm lonely"
Goodbye, 8:49 AM
Saturday, May 14, 2011
Goodbye, 2:15 AM
ORD LOH! Saturday, April 30, 2011
My new wallpaper. these dogs made my life miserable. but i still love them! ord in 1 week time. thinking of whether to work for an interior design or motion graphics design field. anyway 3 more months i will be back to school life so it doesn't matter. thinking back of the shits that i had gone thru when in army. it sux. especially the one that hurt me the most. things start to fade away as time goes by. watched a video production about stages in a relationship. it's true. and when relationship reaches the last stage. critical decision have to be made.
Goodbye, 7:09 AM
Completed Monday, February 21, 2011
Hey yo.! it's so long and i'm back! i've completed my portfolio. now feeling... "WHAT's NEXT?" lost.. i feel like studying! but i also feel like working! so currently stucked in the middle dunno which path i should go. or both? part time uni? heh.. 2 more months and i'm a free civilian again. hoping for this day to come since i enlisted to tekong! the freaking feeling when took the tekong ferry is still DEEP in my mind realized that my 2 years will be a waste! My men are giving me problems. trying to get MC and leave the rest of his section mate to suffer in deployment. why are they so selfish. i'm more desperate to ORD than them. u really can see all kinds of people in army. feel like deleting my facebook photos. and start a new life after i ORD. want to change to a different personality. converting back to the IVAN before entering ARMY!! watched 127 hours yesterday!. it's a good movie for sure. watching it makes me treasure life more.!
who love me? who don't like me? GOD please tell me all.
I'm deeply in love with you. and now you're gone. trying to forget the happy moments we spent together. the harder i try, the harder it will be forgotten.
Goodbye, 8:16 AM
HELP!!!!! Sunday, January 30, 2011
Had Commander BBQ at tung han's house on friday. kinda fun. Drunk kids~. haha too bad i can't drink coz i drove there. Rushing my Portfolio for NTU ADM. got 4 things in my list now.
GOD PLEASE SEND ME A GUARDIAN TO HELP ME. i will seriously appreciate the person who can help me. Admission opens tomorrow! and tonight i have to book in. HELPPPPPpp.. Hope tomorow weather will be fine.~ if not i will have to swim on mud again -_-|||
3 MORE MONTHS TO ORD!
i miss you. but i don't need you anymore
Goodbye, 12:48 AM
WHO AM I ?
i'm as real as the first day u know me (:
23 Male
Ivan Seah
Ngee Ann Poly
9 SIR
Forget ME and you shall ???!
I hate backstabbers, liars, sicko.
Simple Guy
Love dogs
Quite Slack sometimes
Friends are best
Cars are cool
meaningful songs rox
Business is hard
Opportunities are RARE
Army is sux
Family? interesting
Secretive? not really
Talkative? when i'm active
Holiday? of coz!